Good Enough

" tell me im worth something
please tell me i've done something right

can you give me one reason to not just let go?
something small to grasp
instead of these weighted words
(spoken and unspoken)
that have been pulling me
underwater

i'm running out of air
and loosing my will to fight
for the seemingly meaningless life

why do i bother
trying to make you proud of me
when nothing i can do
is ever good enough"

ac

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