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humbled

"i fall face down
before you
and a stand in
awe at the works
of your hands.
You are stirring things
up and moving
in such obvious
and powerful
ways
and my life
although chaotic
and painful
is full of the
sense of your
presence.
I continue to
stand in amazment
to your peace
and joy
that has filled my
life through your
spirit and
i pray that
as things continue
on this rollercoaster
ride that i would not
get caught up
in all that is flashing
by me
(at paces
quicker than
i my eyes can keep up
with)
and focus on
you always
and my i always
remain humbled
by your
power and majesty!"

ac

fog

i'm so alone
and beated down
and
am being consumed
by this black cloud
that has
engolfed me
-
I can't even
see myself
. . .
forget
anything else
in here
. . .
it's so easy to believe
the in
things that
are circling my head
because you
have left me
alone
and there
is nothing else
but the hope I
once had
to
allow me to believe
. . .
if you're there
I need to hear you
. . .
If you're with me
grab me
touch me -
remind my heart
again what my
head has
forgotten so easily
. . .
I need you to come
to my rescue and
remind me once
again
of everything
I used to be
so sure of
. . .
please
awake me from
this nightmare"

lack of posting

this is just a quick apology for my lack of posts lately!
my life has been all consuming of my attention and energy and God has been
my main focus through everything - when i get back from sanctuary I will
put some more stuff down!
until then!