quiet reminders

I truly know
right now
...
in this moment
that you are here.
I know right now
that there is more
to this
life then
it alone
can give me
and i fell
the greater
story being
played out
through my heart
. . .
but when the
darkness comes
and hoping
not knowing
becomes reality
-
when blind faith
is all there is to
grasp with
my fingertips
. . .
when I am
searching for life
again
and start to panic
i beg you to
whisper into the
darkness
once more
quietly reminding my
heart

"I exist and I am here"

(because that simple fact
can be so easy to forget)

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