the unseen dreamer

"I don't know exactly
what's going on
or
how i ended up here
but
i remember you
i remember your smile
i remember those
incredible eyes
i remember your intoxicating
life that i would
lose myself in

but you never saw me
and i can't blame you
for that

so as i sit here
drinking my coffee and
mulling over
the many memories
i have in my head
i could feel so many
different ways

the only one that
seems fitting
is to keep
remembering you
how
i saw you then
and dream of
the better days
ahead "

ac - 2004

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