lack of posting

this is just a quick apology for my lack of posts lately!
my life has been all consuming of my attention and energy and God has been
my main focus through everything - when i get back from sanctuary I will
put some more stuff down!
until then!

Comments

Meldon Mercas said…
Hope your sanctuary trip goes well. And if it makes you feel any better, but regularity of postage is worse then yours. :)
9:17 PM
Thoughts said…
....im waiting to read some more stuff and im getting impatient. ha just kidding. love you and i look forward to reading some sweet poems.
2:12 PM
Meldon Mercas said…
I heartly agree, we need more amazing poetry to read...looking forward to the next one.
5:00 PM
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