there is this Sarah Mclachlan song that i absolutly love.and anyone who knows me at all know i think Sarah Mclachlan is about the best singer/songwriter out there... it is written as a love song but every time i here it i think of everything that God does for me and the song reminds me of him more than anything...
anyway .. here it is..

Push - Sarah Mclachlan

"Everytime I look at you the world just melts away.
All my troubles, all my fears dissolve in your affections,
cause you see me at my weakest, but you take me as I am
and when I fall you offer me a softer place to land.

You stay the course, you hold the line
you keep it all together
Your the one true thing I know i can
believe in
YOu're all the things that I desire
you save me, you complete me
You're the one true thing I know I
can believe.

Well, I get mad so easy, but you give me room to breath
no matter what I say or do
cause your to good to fight about it
and even when I have to push
just to see how far you'll go
you won't stoop down and battle
but you never turn to go

You're love is just the antidote
when nothing else can cure me
there are times I can't decide
when I can't tell up from down
you make me feel less crazy
when otherwise I'd drown
but you pick me up and brush me off
and tell me I'm okey
sometimes that's just what we need
to get us through the day"

This song just really hits me when i listen to it because mainly... God is just that constant in my life who loves me know matter what and who no matter what or how hard i push he doesn't battle with me but he also never leaves me ... he does see me at my very weakest.. more than any human ever would and yet he loves me more than perfectly than i can begin to imagine... he just stays there and takes all my abuse and all my yelling and ridiculousness and just listens and waits it out - and more than anything he is always there keeping everything in line and holding everything in my life together... and when i fall he does pick me up and brush me off .. which i need more times than i can count... and every single day of my life it is him and that fact that he is there that gets me though the day ..... when everything is going wrong as i am feeling on a regular basis now... he is there and he has his hand on the whole thing... so when i'm alone at night and all i can do is cry myself to sleep (cause i tend to be very emotional these days) he is just there with me ... he just sits there with me... so i guess that is what makes me love this song so much ... i'm sure different people have different opinions, but this is my love song to my Lord...Jesus Christ


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